So I did it. I just sent the final version of my first story to Amazon to be printed. One more day to get a review and I should be able to send my book through for print on demand publishing.

I feel so full of adrenalyn. This is what we’re here for though, isn’t it? To put our best selves out into the world and give fully because that’s what we’re supposed to do.

But no one tells you about how every emotional string in your body is going to be plucked. It’s a good feeling to go out on the ledge and surrender. That is only in the last 49 minutes. I am accepting all these feelings and moving toward them anyway. After all what do I have to lose?